Since my last post it has been 2 months and now things have gone south for me a few more notches. I am not imagining it now. After the last monthly meeting, financially the CEO is more alert and watching the budget: ie cutbacks will be taken if needed, gulp. I just cannot relate to the CEO because everything I try to do get into the conversation they will say the opposite or kill the conversation or find little things for me to do to put me back into my spot. Anything I try to do for the CEO, they will change what they want for that month or that week or that day. Half the time I am not sure which format or style they are craving; this has reflected on my performance review where most of the time I am questioning what to do and for me I stopped caring because after the suggestion to read up more on the industry just does not appeal to me.
It seems like when there is an error or something called into questioning. The CEO is using the passive aggressive approach with me. Less talking, the stupid looks when I ask/clarify things, the selective politeness when spoken to in the office, the way they turn their back on me to exclude me from the general conversations they have with other workers to just standing where I cannot see them, but I hear everything but since there is no eye contact no conversation opportunities for me to join.
The CEO will try to think I have taken the liberties of changing the wording, not following the protocol that keeps changing week to week to the links not working but it has been more user error than me not uploading files improperly on the web. Even though they know who writes it and knows I only type what is given to me but somehow I am to be blamed. When their friend makes a mistake, they try to sweep it under the carpet but when they irk the people; the people will speak and we are to be blamed for not double checking the correspondences that goes around the office even though it was made clear to not question their work. I’m done being the wallflower that the CEO can trample on when they don’t get their way.
I am actively looking for a new job because I go to work to work and push papers to get the pay cheque because it is just money to pay the bills, but if I can find a higher paying job I will move on. I am willing to work two jobs if I have to. After the last few weeks I have had the blame being shifted on me for something I didn’t do, I am done. They can have their friend’s filling the position and as much as I like my manager I do not think this is the right fit for me. Yes I am learning but when you know the CEO does get along with you or now has favoured the newbies my days are up soon.
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