Ponder: Be honest with your feeling and it will set you free…

How honest to be with your feelings?  Let me count the ways that it would suck but in the end it is better to know for sure and carry on.  I think it will give one closure in regards to the feeling you have for the person.  Why waste your time when the feelings are not mutual and the fact that they are moving on and so should you.  It’s refreshing to tell someone you care about them regardless of the situation. 

I realize now that to start a relationship now when I want to head overseas is not a logical step.  How can I start one when my goal is to leave this place?  Ahh so much to think and ponder about.  Goals are my love now.  Until I can be financially free of most of the ties here then I probably will never be free to do what I want most.

~ by mymessydrawer on August 13, 2008.